I've realized that I have a hard time expressing myself... imagine that:) I've been having some family problems (with my mom) and I find that it's easier not to post here then talk about it. Since I don't want to talk about what's going on with that situation, I just avoid posting all together. I've really got to work on that. I find that posting here on my blog is very therapeutic and I need to get back into the swing of things. Baby steps...
Things have been fairly good. I'm still learning a lot about myself and healing my wounds. My anxiety has been ok. I have bad days but for the most part I think I'm on an upswing. I actually went to Walgreens by MYSELF last night!!!!! I still can't believe that was me. It feels like a dream. I was so exhausted from some things that happened earlier in the day that I had the F-it attitude and felt like there was nothing that could bring me more anxiety then I'd already dealt with so why not just do it. I even drove the main road! I know... can you believe it?! It wasn't even that bad. I didn't freak out at all. I even walked around the store and just browsed around for a few. You just have no idea what a big deal that is for me. I haven't driven anywhere since the last time I posted about it here and even that time I didn't actually go IN to the store. Woo Hoo!!
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